Sweet spring

Oh my dears I am still alive and I hope you are all well . I wanted to post something but when I started to write it sounded quite stupid so I didn't post anything at all. I also was in a strange mood, my thoughts weren't easy to catch and it was even harder to focus on them ( I hope you know what I am talking about).
But well, the main thing is not to stress yourself.

So let's see what is just happening : Sweet spring arrived late but at least it arrived. At this point I would like to describe how much I love spring and how magic it feels to see the world coming to life again, but I can't find the fitting words. It's just incredible, my eyes and heart kind of glow everytime I am outside. I think you will understand if you take a walk. Or just look at the stars, listen to the sweet song of the blackbirds in the morning.

I also discovered a nice qoute I'd like to share:

"Opening your heart and being courageous and telling people you care about  them or like them or that you think they're special only makes you a better, kinder, softer more loving person and only attracts more love in your life."   ~ Amy Poehler 

Everyone likes to be treated nice and so why don't we say someone we like, even if they are old friends, how much we care about them? Life is too short.

Words

“Human speech is like a cracked kettle on which we tap crude rhythms for bears to dance to, while we long to make music that will melt the stars.”
                       ~ Gustave Flaubert

I wish I could express myself just the way I want so everyone could understand what I want to say or what I want them to know. But that's not very easy sometimes.

By the way: I can't wait for spring!

I hope your weekend will be filled with lots of happiness :)

" Finding your passion....

....isn't just about careers and money. It's about finding your authentic self. The one you've buried beneath other people's needs."
 ~ Kristin Hannah

                                                            Quote by Kurt Vonnegut

"Write it in your heart that every day is the best day in the year."
                                                                  ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

My dears, I hope you had a wonderful week so far and if not I am sending you a big warm hug.

"If you have good thoughts they will shine out of your face like sunbeams and you will always look lovely."   ~Roald Dahl~

                   

October

October touched the land with his golden fingers and this made me think of this qoute , even if it has little to do with October itself:

" I am a product of long corridors, empty sunlit rooms, upstairs indoor silences, attics explored in solitude,distant noises of gurgling cisterns and pipes, and the noise of wind under the tiles. Also, of endless books"                                    ~C.S.Lewis       

You will hear more of me later. So far, I wish you a happy week :)

                

                                                                           

" Autumn is a second spring .....

.... when every leaf is a flower."

                               ~Albert Camus

My life wasn't very interesting and funny the last weeks but somehow busy.

I have to find a place for a kind of practical training in a company or something like this for two weeks in January next year. With this goes alot of effort and it will be very important for our marks and so far everyone I contacted wether wasn't interested or could tell me if I can stay there first in some months (which is too late).

But I will keep going.

Maybe this sounds a bit like self pity, but I am a little annoyed and stressed of my cold I have for over two weeks now. So I took some time for myself and some aren't very happy that I am not around them for one day, but what can I do?  

Well, this was a very self-pitying text, but my head is so full of thoughts and writing some of them down helps alot.

So let's focus on the postive things:

Today is autumn equinox so we have to say goodbye to summer. This was a strange summer. When it didn't rain, it  often was very, very  hot. I am a bit sad because I haven't done everything I wanted to do but, well, next year there will be  another summer and new leaves.

But I really love autumn so I will take every possible second to enjoy and celebrate this wonderful season.

One good thing about it is the fact that when I am on my way to school the sun rises shiny red and gold and I pass magical fields of fog.

I just hope your week was well so far and I wish you a relaxing weekend.

These quotes I liked a lot the last days and maybe you like them too.

" I go to nature to be soothed and healed, and to have my senses put in order." 
                                                                                   ~John Burroughs


I really want to work more in our garden because I really want more flowers next summer.But now I am fascinated by all of the ripe or almost ripe fruits: The apples turn red, the rasberries are sweet and the fields are almost completly harvested.

"If it is right, it happens- The main thing is not to hurry. Nothing good gets away"
                                                                                    ~ John Steinbeck

I just hope you week was well so far, and if it wasn't ,  I wish you the best for the rest of it.

                   Never forget this!

I went...

....to the woods because I wanted to live deliberately, I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of life, to put to rout all that was not life and not when I had come to die discover that I had not lived." 

                                                                                 Henry David Thoreau

I love this quote and I think I will write it on a paper and put it on my desk because it's easily forgotten in stressful times.  

                               

I hope this weekend will be wonderful for you....enjoy this amazing spring! (while i am writing a cuckoo is singing very loud outside )

"Listen....

.....to the sound of waves within you."

                                    Rumi

  

"When you do things from your soul, you feel a river moving in you, a joy."

                                                                                                 ~Rumi~

Since Friday my lack of  hmm... let's call it creativity... started to end, which I had the last weeks. I almost didn't do anything else than staring at the snowflakes(They are totally gone now) and  I felt down somehow. I just wanted to have this feeling that's described in the quote above. Music can help alot in such situations.

P.S.: Sorry,I just need to make this a bit sentimental short post.

     It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.
                                
     ~Antoine de Saint-Exupery ~




 This is one of my favorite quote, I always try to remember because one of the most heaviest lessons of life is, in my point of view, to be real attentive. 

 

Well, I wish you all a happy week and a realxing weekend.